Vulnerability

A human heart, not physically is always vulnerable. In many ways, we are often hurt by the people closest to us. People always say that your best friend is your enemy and to a certain extent, it is true for me. Not as in a friend who wished to harm or kill you but as a friendship grow and as both party starts to reveal certain parts of their lives, expectations come in. I've had this kind of experiences and it is not a pleasant one indeed. Could it be possible to keep your heart locked inside but love without conditions? Yeah, to love without condition. When I thought about unconditional love, I felt that as a human, it is something impossible. But on the other hand, if such thoughts came through my mind, then what I chase after would be a desire to be secured with my friends which would mean that God isn't inside the picture of my life. Truly God's love is unconditional. Truly without Him as the center of my life, my soul is sick. Oh Lord, may You rule over my thoughts, may I be able to experience Your deep and unconditional love and may Your love touches me deeply.