I thought of this catchy title because it is raining right now and everytime it rains, it would always remind me of 2 things; cheese cake and kiwi fruit. Haha. That must seem to be awkward to you but i just like the feeling of slowly dipping my spoon on the cheese cake and kiwi while solemnly looking at the rain dancing on the floor. Well, today wasn't going well for me. Once again, the feeling i thought have been lost for so long came back again. The question arises, "Where can i find a true friend?". I have been struggling with this since form 4 due to my personality of getting to emotionally attached to someone. I'm willing to put my trust completely on that person and thus making me vulnerable and weak. On one hand, i learnt to be tough but on the other hand, i needed someone's care and love. Wretched man I am. While driving this afternoon, tears flowed out as i asked myself why?why?why?..why does it have to be like that? Why this wretched feeling? It's tough but then, i know it is pointless to keep on searching for no one is perfect in this world. The search stops once my soul is rested on the Lord.
Lord, help me to see you as my trusted friend, not to just know it in my mind but to experience it personally.
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It is very frustrating to want to freely trust someone only to find out later that they didn't know that that is what you wanted. Be encouraged, MANY people feel and struggle as you do--and can find their help in the Lord for the need and,sometimes, pain. God blessings to you for help & healing...
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